I WASN'T READY

As the new year comes, 

each day is a new kind of

dilemma, as my heart

begins to think about

whether certain things

would begin from where

i left or whether something 

new will surprise me...

honestly, it gives me a lot of

anxiety because firstly i wasn't 

even ready to leave things behind,

and to accept alternatives that were

enforced upon me without my will,

and secondly, it is really scary

to begin with something new.

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